Talked things out, but still didn't manage to salvage it.
Its okay, time will heal me soon.
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Today was kind of fun.
Supposed to take temperature for the Swine Flu thing, but Mdm C. didn't come, so Miss Quek took over us!
She was as usual, very lame, and damn funny. She told us some cold jokes that were seriously really lame, & Emmanuel's in her fanclub!
Skipped 1 period of Chemistry due to temperature taking, & Keanna gave me this heart shaped sweet to prove that she loves me. Ahah! She's damn ke ai!
PE was fun too. Frisbee. Our group kept on doing the walk of shame, but still, I felt really great stepping out and taking in loads of fresh air :D
CaiFang was damn worried & she kept on asking if I'm alright. Thankssss :D
Oh, and and I accidently left my phone in the bathroom during Maths, and I ran back there like some mad woman, and saw Siew Woon holding my phone and asking around. Thanks :D
I totally love SS, English & CME period today. All of them were in the same room, and because Mdm Chng didn't come, I pratically slept through the three lessons.
But during CME period, me, Bhavna, Elaine & Linda did something to BryanKry.





The smile was kind of forced by Yours Truly -.- I felt kind of mean towards him but then you have to admit, vadalising on arms are always fun - as long as they're not yours :D
Had Chinese after that and had Chinese Oral Test. The passage was damn easy, scored 9/10 for that. The conversation was friggin' hard. The topic was like gambling issues in Singapore. I blabbed for around 2 minutes.
& During the oral, I was trying my best to not look at teacher's face 'cause his face cracks me up for no reason.
Ahah.
Me and Caifang :

I know my smile looks kind of forced, but you try smiling with a bad mood -.-
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Thanks to everybody who've comforted me over the past 2 days. ( Including that nice person who've listened to me cry over the phone -.- I hope I didn't freak you out. & Thanks for the advices. )
I wouldn't have survived all these without you guys. I love y'all! <3
I know I'm really emotional, y'know, going " I'm so bloody depressed " and stuff.
But now, I know that I've done my best, and nothing could be saved.
I'm not gonna cry anymore but I'm still gonna need time.
I'll let everything go, that's the only option I have now.
Je t'aime, for the last time.
& I hope you're not angry with me or anything.
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x;
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